ORD

Atec's over Company live firing over and now only left with 3 weeks deployment 1 week of Acct den ORD lo. though 2 years may seems long but time past really fast. tough time won't last tough man do. well last night was suppose to be a happy night yet at the very last part of it i kinda screw it. sorry bro don't meant to yell at you guys. at that point of time i just want to send that drunkard home as soon as possible cause i know the feeling is damn fuck up. the only thing in mind when your're drunk is home. no hard feelings kay? phew now at fong hs just now went to carefour with him to get all the bbq things his preparing for tonight. 3 more months to ORD. that's what all nsf is looking forward to yet to me now i'm kinda scared of. i'm afraid after i ord i might nua at home all that lol. Ns finish liao time to work and be independence. yawn ORD ORD ORD.

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gonna continue serving my SOL this thursday. i promised her to watch firework with her yet i can't book out. i'm useless, i'm fuck up totally Own by my emotion. i'm sad. another sleepless night for me another swollen eyes for me. i Love you. yet i hate myself.

fuck you leon, FUCK YOU.

23rd July'09

finally i get to type on keyboard again haa! ever since i stayed at geylang i never get to use computer & this totally SUCKs HARD. no chance for me to blog for quite a while maybe too long till i can't remember when's the last time i blogged. nothing much happen recently just that yst darling was complaining that her appendix hurts since 8+ den untill about 12 she couldn't take it so the only choice was to go hospital. took quite awhile den after that she was told to rest there for 1-2 hours. she kept complaining that de pain is like something inside stinging her at de appendix area but guess what? the pain in my heart seems sharp enough to pierce a hole thru it. maybe its like a bee sting kinda feeling but bee dies after one sting hornets don't. so i assume hornets the main culpirt. i felt helpless watching her in pain. the pain she went through physically hurts me mentally. went out to damage my lungs with tobacco as the mask have always been suffocating me for quite awhile hah. after the review at 3 de dog says she have to be warded for one day for observation as appendix infection can't really be detect on spot. went over to find her wanted to stay through the night but the dog says that i can only stay for half a clock. decided to go back Geylang bahru as i hate lonliness in the dark. i know i can't sleep for the night. its like the longest night in my history book but everything was worthwhile. she deserve what i was doing and maybe More than this. so no thank you accepted okay? guess this time round i board the right ship. the relationship which i'd been longing to have. to have someone who cares so much for me, who loves me so much than i even do, who trust me more than i even trust myself. where can you find this kind of girl who would go all out just to please you make you happy accompany you whenever she have time sacrficing her time for fren for her all time favourite mahjong and even offs days on weekends. guessed she's the last endangered spieces left but sorry to say that she'd been imprinted by me. only if you read the twilight saga you would understand it hah. i'm lame. i'm upset. i'm so obsessed into you. or should i say i'm already part of you =D mentally physically all kinds of connection in this world you could ever think of hah! i'm done. time for me to go. oh by the way i'm suck into the game monster hunter haha guess i have the hunter blood in me. well after my SOL next week i should be at least HR9. if anyone ask u to play this game you better not cause back in my camp its spreading even faster then h1n1. it was identified as the latest virus by my OC!

i hope NS wont be so stupid to confine loverboy for another one more week.

if it really does, it will be a total of one month.

NS is sickening srsly

imy loverboy.

hohoho.

loverboy, i'm here to help to blog, as your blog is rotting sooonn.

now praying that you will be fine inside your camp.

you better drink more water n take good care of your health so you wont kanna h1n1.

hope you will be staying strong during this few days of quarantine.

i love you so.

:)

20th June Yd Bro's BIG DAY

Roc's OVER! & i'm left with 5 months to ORD =D finally. these few weeks i leard alot of things from chris jie & my dad while i'm staying in Geylang. i felt so lucky, so fortunate to have you RACHEL LEE YI CHING =) i can feel our bond is getting stronger & stronger each day especially when i came back from taiwan. i Love you so darn much you know? hee did'nt ecpect my parents be so positive with my relationship with dar. dad just talk to me saying if want he arrange next year for us to ROM but then i told him that my darling said wait till she graduate from her degree and by then i'm zhun zhun 21 le. heh can only sleep for like 3 hours lol as later on needa wake up at 6.30 to get prepared to follow my brother go qu xin niang haha CONGRATULATION my dearest Brother. All the best to you! hee so happy just 5 more months & i'm convert back to civilian life. i'm so lookin forward to it. ORD, Marry my darling & sooo much sooo much more! hehe i go nap awhile 1st if not tml GG liao. all the best my BRO's & SISTER!

13th May 09

sick & tired yawn. i'm moving to geylang 34 later on liao. song bo? hahaha. by the way i'm attached to Rachel Lee Yi Ching =D don't ask why drag till so long then got spark or wad cause it had already burn down the whole forest. next week mon to wed field camp & after that i'm off to taiwan already. Sian! haha recently i tested myself again. i just don't know why i'm so curious. everytime like to ask bout the past but ending up getting myself upset only. curiousity really kills a cat. i guessed i'd already died 8times by now. LOL! lazy to blog already haha go read my dar's blog or my bro's blog to find out what we've been doing recently.

Tequilla pop anyone?

i'm in love with my own sin - americian suiteheart