Wednesday, July 22, 2009
23rd July'09
finally i get to type on keyboard again haa! ever since i stayed at geylang i never get to use computer & this totally SUCKs HARD. no chance for me to blog for quite a while maybe too long till i can't remember when's the last time i blogged. nothing much happen recently just that yst darling was complaining that her appendix hurts since 8+ den untill about 12 she couldn't take it so the only choice was to go hospital. took quite awhile den after that she was told to rest there for 1-2 hours. she kept complaining that de pain is like something inside stinging her at de appendix area but guess what? the pain in my heart seems sharp enough to pierce a hole thru it. maybe its like a bee sting kinda feeling but bee dies after one sting hornets don't. so i assume hornets the main culpirt. i felt helpless watching her in pain. the pain she went through physically hurts me mentally. went out to damage my lungs with tobacco as the mask have always been suffocating me for quite awhile hah. after the review at 3 de dog says she have to be warded for one day for observation as appendix infection can't really be detect on spot. went over to find her wanted to stay through the night but the dog says that i can only stay for half a clock. decided to go back Geylang bahru as i hate lonliness in the dark. i know i can't sleep for the night. its like the longest night in my history book but everything was worthwhile. she deserve what i was doing and maybe More than this. so no thank you accepted okay? guess this time round i board the right ship. the relationship which i'd been longing to have. to have someone who cares so much for me, who loves me so much than i even do, who trust me more than i even trust myself. where can you find this kind of girl who would go all out just to please you make you happy accompany you whenever she have time sacrficing her time for fren for her all time favourite mahjong and even offs days on weekends. guessed she's the last endangered spieces left but sorry to say that she'd been imprinted by me. only if you read the twilight saga you would understand it hah. i'm lame. i'm upset. i'm so obsessed into you. or should i say i'm already part of you =D mentally physically all kinds of connection in this world you could ever think of hah! i'm done. time for me to go. oh by the way i'm suck into the game monster hunter haha guess i have the hunter blood in me. well after my SOL next week i should be at least HR9. if anyone ask u to play this game you better not cause back in my camp its spreading even faster then h1n1. it was identified as the latest virus by my OC!
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