ORD

Atec's over Company live firing over and now only left with 3 weeks deployment 1 week of Acct den ORD lo. though 2 years may seems long but time past really fast. tough time won't last tough man do. well last night was suppose to be a happy night yet at the very last part of it i kinda screw it. sorry bro don't meant to yell at you guys. at that point of time i just want to send that drunkard home as soon as possible cause i know the feeling is damn fuck up. the only thing in mind when your're drunk is home. no hard feelings kay? phew now at fong hs just now went to carefour with him to get all the bbq things his preparing for tonight. 3 more months to ORD. that's what all nsf is looking forward to yet to me now i'm kinda scared of. i'm afraid after i ord i might nua at home all that lol. Ns finish liao time to work and be independence. yawn ORD ORD ORD.

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gonna continue serving my SOL this thursday. i promised her to watch firework with her yet i can't book out. i'm useless, i'm fuck up totally Own by my emotion. i'm sad. another sleepless night for me another swollen eyes for me. i Love you. yet i hate myself.

fuck you leon, FUCK YOU.

23rd July'09

finally i get to type on keyboard again haa! ever since i stayed at geylang i never get to use computer & this totally SUCKs HARD. no chance for me to blog for quite a while maybe too long till i can't remember when's the last time i blogged. nothing much happen recently just that yst darling was complaining that her appendix hurts since 8+ den untill about 12 she couldn't take it so the only choice was to go hospital. took quite awhile den after that she was told to rest there for 1-2 hours. she kept complaining that de pain is like something inside stinging her at de appendix area but guess what? the pain in my heart seems sharp enough to pierce a hole thru it. maybe its like a bee sting kinda feeling but bee dies after one sting hornets don't. so i assume hornets the main culpirt. i felt helpless watching her in pain. the pain she went through physically hurts me mentally. went out to damage my lungs with tobacco as the mask have always been suffocating me for quite awhile hah. after the review at 3 de dog says she have to be warded for one day for observation as appendix infection can't really be detect on spot. went over to find her wanted to stay through the night but the dog says that i can only stay for half a clock. decided to go back Geylang bahru as i hate lonliness in the dark. i know i can't sleep for the night. its like the longest night in my history book but everything was worthwhile. she deserve what i was doing and maybe More than this. so no thank you accepted okay? guess this time round i board the right ship. the relationship which i'd been longing to have. to have someone who cares so much for me, who loves me so much than i even do, who trust me more than i even trust myself. where can you find this kind of girl who would go all out just to please you make you happy accompany you whenever she have time sacrficing her time for fren for her all time favourite mahjong and even offs days on weekends. guessed she's the last endangered spieces left but sorry to say that she'd been imprinted by me. only if you read the twilight saga you would understand it hah. i'm lame. i'm upset. i'm so obsessed into you. or should i say i'm already part of you =D mentally physically all kinds of connection in this world you could ever think of hah! i'm done. time for me to go. oh by the way i'm suck into the game monster hunter haha guess i have the hunter blood in me. well after my SOL next week i should be at least HR9. if anyone ask u to play this game you better not cause back in my camp its spreading even faster then h1n1. it was identified as the latest virus by my OC!

i hope NS wont be so stupid to confine loverboy for another one more week.

if it really does, it will be a total of one month.

NS is sickening srsly

imy loverboy.

hohoho.

loverboy, i'm here to help to blog, as your blog is rotting sooonn.

now praying that you will be fine inside your camp.

you better drink more water n take good care of your health so you wont kanna h1n1.

hope you will be staying strong during this few days of quarantine.

i love you so.

:)

20th June Yd Bro's BIG DAY

Roc's OVER! & i'm left with 5 months to ORD =D finally. these few weeks i leard alot of things from chris jie & my dad while i'm staying in Geylang. i felt so lucky, so fortunate to have you RACHEL LEE YI CHING =) i can feel our bond is getting stronger & stronger each day especially when i came back from taiwan. i Love you so darn much you know? hee did'nt ecpect my parents be so positive with my relationship with dar. dad just talk to me saying if want he arrange next year for us to ROM but then i told him that my darling said wait till she graduate from her degree and by then i'm zhun zhun 21 le. heh can only sleep for like 3 hours lol as later on needa wake up at 6.30 to get prepared to follow my brother go qu xin niang haha CONGRATULATION my dearest Brother. All the best to you! hee so happy just 5 more months & i'm convert back to civilian life. i'm so lookin forward to it. ORD, Marry my darling & sooo much sooo much more! hehe i go nap awhile 1st if not tml GG liao. all the best my BRO's & SISTER!

13th May 09

sick & tired yawn. i'm moving to geylang 34 later on liao. song bo? hahaha. by the way i'm attached to Rachel Lee Yi Ching =D don't ask why drag till so long then got spark or wad cause it had already burn down the whole forest. next week mon to wed field camp & after that i'm off to taiwan already. Sian! haha recently i tested myself again. i just don't know why i'm so curious. everytime like to ask bout the past but ending up getting myself upset only. curiousity really kills a cat. i guessed i'd already died 8times by now. LOL! lazy to blog already haha go read my dar's blog or my bro's blog to find out what we've been doing recently.

Tequilla pop anyone?

i'm in love with my own sin - americian suiteheart

following the 'diao kia' Trend

So much things happen recently. be it army or at home. the most shocking news is that my brother Leonard Zhu Yong Teck is getting MARRIED! OMG! no choice. his swimmer to zai now tio headshot liao. GG this Dec or Jan his going to be a father WTF! even i myself can't belive it. thought my parents sure F him wan but to my surprise they only say you both grow up liao its not up to us to control your life. damn it my mum can even joke around and say she's gonna be the youngest grandparent LOL 38 years old ah ma. Cool! even my dad's cool about it. his gonna pay everything for his Wedding! hope the wedding dinner is at mid June cos i want to attend too lols. 28may-14june i'll be at Taiwan shagged. ROM+diamond Rind+Honeymoon+wedding Dinner+wedding pics !!! & even changing my bedroom to THEIR's. bed can throw away as well le. well done now i have to move out liao. Song bo? after ord no need think too much about studying liao haha the only route i'm given is to follow my dad. no choice. Wedding they plan spending about 30k then + Baby = GoodGame. this is real HOLY SHIT. damn the world! DAMN the SPERM! damn it. i'm jealous! i want to get married RIGHT NOW!

Low Low Low

too much for me this week =) i've been keeping my cool till i blasted it off on fri evening. shag! just came back from guard duty. having flu & cough now lol think even if i take medicine also won't get to any help. been very down recently too much for me to take it. booking in on 10pm tonight. last week overspent too much already. 1 bottle of liqour + $100 lose to edmond + this and that around 500+ somemore on monday something cock up need to fork out money instead of taking money. crap totally. outstanding at least $700 wtf! i think for 1 or 2 more transact i'm out off it already. i want to turn over a new leaf =D quit smoking quit drinking quit gambling quit numbing quit quit quit all the Bad stuff! think my brain is not functioning well at this point. i go get some rest better.

14 March 8 more months to GO!

yst slept till 5pm den wake up. Sian 1/2! woke up so late waste half my day le =l went dinner with fred and siong den met up wif lun and sop as they say wan go lan awhile so went parklane after tat. edmond and jie came to join us too. lols was buzy searching my int EQs for my bishop. level so high but noob eqs. after that went to arcade. YES! i completed with just $2 only hahaha finally. went to pool awhile den after tat meet ah bee at boat quay as he jio us go. totally boring man PUB. the era of pubbing is gone but to me Pubbing, Thai Discos & Clubbing is all gone! unless its some kinda special event if not don't bother asking me to go this kinda place anymore. i spent all of my last year pay on these already & i don't want history to repeat itself hahaha. went lor 3 eat kapo gong ba tianji+spicy. damn kick man edmond and fai scratch their head like monkey fred cry like as though i pass away & i sweat like hell! after tat sat there cool down haha buay tahan den edm say wad he can use 'har ma gong' liao den i say 'har ma gong' is 'qi gong' & de only way to counter it is 'yi yang chi' as it is 'nei gong' den he ask me wad 'gong' to counter 'nei gong' so i start to think den he say 'lin ah gong' which make us all blast into laughter & imagine with frederick there ... godly laugh there all the way till wan vomit and sibei chuan lol ge kiang go add spicy. after tat walk back home talk crap all de way den they came my hs. all sleep left edmond and me. watch dou ni yao bu yao all de way hahaha i'm addicted to drama again lol the last one i watch is hot shot! tonight booking in again lo sad this coming week tuesday live firing den thursday 16km route march! SONG BO? i'm not mentally prepared yet =l recently just realise my wallet the leather abit crampled like tat heart pain lo tat time fly into drain zzz think next week can get belt le but must see if jie fren is free cos i want the 20% OFF! the bag i get at paragon as dfs don't have de colour i want damn only got blue pink and brown dumb! chatted with mum just now when i cooking noodle lol he got some arguement with yong de because of his GF! damn lame sia lim lao bu go set wad rule for him say must stead 6months den can bring her come back hahahaha den my father say want go make 1 gold plated medal for him with carving 'Qing Shou' LOL lim pei also know how to joke hor HAHAHAHA lame. wad a crazy family i have so don't blame me for wad i am =D btw phiang when u want send me the pic!!!

a lonely road cross another cold state line, miles away from those i love purpose hard to find.

Fri 13!

i completed my navigation without falling out! woot soilder boy hahaha 1st check point already go HOLLAND stuck in jungle for about 4 hours. best part within 5mins of bashing in to de forest got a somewhat stream inbetween so my sect mates walk by de log slowly den i buay tahan so i just step in thought only water JOKE de mud donno made of wad i sink till my knee level! song bo 10 mins of navigation i gone crazy already after tat i don't give a fk damn already just walk for de sake of walking. overall i learn something which is so much more expensive den anything else in the world. bond. yea the bond they have in their section i just can't bear to fall out half way through. i must uphold my appointment as a MG gunner! chiong AR this year requirement for me to ORD - ippt GOLD soc 9.30mins CSB 32km Taiwan ROC & ATEC. muahahaha i'm gonna clear all this by july and i'm a free man. can't bear to leave my brothers though i really wan to get out of army =l

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sometime its better to let go than holding on. Not being good enough for a person is just an excuse. they're with you for a reason. If you can't love yourself, your partner will not love you.

its painfull, heartbreaking to let go but what for holding on if its already so ~

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so bored at home now. tonight booking in lo sian this thursday navigation! omg. its been so long hahaha. last evening meet up with edmond fred den guo rong drive us to cini. meet up wif steph bao & jas den went to catch 12.50 watchman. the show not bad ba LOL cos i slept through it from the start hahaha the part where i last saw the smiley face. today woke up heard from yong de he broke up with his gf. dumb i don't know wth his thinking. his gf already gave in already i mean like let him be wad he use to be. think his with mint already. from now till june de schedule damn pack lol better be mentally prepared haha. hope can be like last time i've been living aimlessly for quite sometime already zhou yi bu xuan yi bu. hope next book out won't be like this ba. now i realise something which money cannot buy already. true happiness! pawns me far too godly GG. tat's all for now ba blog again when i book out.

something is not meant to be explain, cause it may sound more like an excuse.

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if one day i really go in. don't feel sad for me. i won't be whining cause i will just take it as a lesson. this is the road i choose & its just parts and parcel of my life =) cheers

24!

few more hours and i have to book in le. damn sian & shag. this book out did'nt do much. went find fai at yishun den went home when i book out. gt 1 fren win 1K+ lol den i tell him don't worry tml sure toh one lol next day really from 2k+ credit become 700 hahaha joke. this week transaction not bad but till now still considering if to go over wc & jx side. they giving me win 20% lose 10% benifit. its a pretty good deal but its really hard to find leg these days. basically this book out just went pool, arcade and lan lol boring lifestyle haha. these few days keep raining damn sian! my mood will automatically change one lol i hate rainy days. Rach jie got friend working at dfs 20% off lol damn cool haha but her friend work till may only so must try to get everything by may den wu hua lols. today 24 le. jeff going in today 5 years from now. so zhun somemore 24 24 24! this sat booking out already =) last book out for deployment as i'm going back camp next week already.

one false move you took me home, one false move you're all alone - a7x Atreyu Ex'es & Oh's

18 Feb '09

yesterday went out with steph & ham bao again but this time xiang teck heng and jas tag along. went to catch a movie at 6.30 lol end at 9.30 quite a long show but to me i think its worth it ba though abit draggy. the show is called benjamin button. i don't like the ending as i'm de kind of person who prefers happy ending. went home took half a bottle of it to numb myself. its been so long. sorry guys yesterday was so lost i'm being own by my emotions and feeling. if i know it will be like this i will take a bottle before i meet up. same drowziness and i'm like being stuck in a genjutsu lol. after tat ko liao all de way le. sorry ah phiang yesterday was suppose to meet u for supper de =l today booking in le. btw my m1 line people call till 300+ now wan me 'eat dead cat' ci si mao. dumb that person is really dumb i can't believe it. i called m1 to send me the list of dial number le. later go back be jin tian yi liao. hope can find out soon if not need to pay around $400 like tat. recently found tat i made alot of changes lol usually lazy but i've been spending those precious time gyming. soccer & casino but i never touch de account for 3 damn months already cos i promise myself not to bet ANYMORE! every book out go drink but now sheldom even go already i've break de 'gong tao' curse le hahaha no more thai disco please! planning to quit smoking in about 1 & half months time. this is the biggest challenge to me. from 3-5 meals a day during deployment but now 1 meal only haha this is the biggest changes i've ever made lol i used to eat what i want but now i'm going all out to shed that 10 kg of oil in me. alot of sacrifices need to be made but this kind of sacrifice is definetly worth it =D sian now alot of runner liao donno wan to chiong casino anot lol need alot of hard cash to do that. soccer now i think got more runner than punters damn joke even wc and jx oso into it now. give me a $100000 turnover and i will quit lo haha these can't go on forever and i'm very sure about it. yawn 2 more hours and i'll be in camp sian think go take my one and only meal for today ba. blog again when book out.

i'm lucky i'm in love with my best friend Lucky to have been to where i have been Lucky to be coming home again - jason mraz Lucky

Whiner!

recenly i've been thinking too much i guess. my white hair growing more and more. damn i'm just 19. its been so annoying i don't know why. jealousy is pawning me way too much. i should'nt have started it. khun jin jin mai mee kit theung chun mai? so annoying yet funny lol i donno how i shall put it. book out time is so limited. 10 more months to ORD. training schedule is out already damn shag, sad & sian. march got field camp april icsb 32km march, river crossing, platoon attack + defend field camp. Damn the MG shellscrape! May taiwan starlight excercise. damn it so harsh lo i can't even imagine how am i going to complete de 32km. de last 24km nearly took my life already. well screw army life lol. btw sophiang finding buyer for her gucci card holder. its more for female and i forget the price already! oops! its a new design which SG haven't start selling yet so if any of you interested please let me know. i shall get the picture of it and de price from her asap. & thanks ah piang for de 7% haha since she got friend working at dfs i ask her to help me get the bag which i wanted but still it cost a bomb! last week nearly everynight sleep with an empty stomach haha can't belive i'm on diet. now i finally understand why girl goes on diet for so long just for de damn tummy. its sucks to the core! gym 4 times a week now hope to get the body i desire for lol weird thing is that i can only do extra sets only when i'm lonely or sad. next booking can start on my last twilight saga, breaking dawn le so excited haha heard from my fren Bella change into vampy in the beginning ler. alright shall end here lo tml have to wake up early. btw those who understand thai please keep it to yourself! thanks =) good night creeps

i can only be with you, dtae tern fan.

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just read some post from my friend's blog. wonder if i'm doing the right thing now or am i being a barstard for some reason. somehow i feel real bad about it. you know things don't always goes the way u want it to be! anyhow, i did feel bad about it but you can't blame me for everything. its not my fault to fall in - whatever it is, i'm gonna hold on.

dear god the only thing i ask for is to hold her when i'm not around when i'm much too far away.

11 feb 09 ` thanks for the day!

so fast! just 1 more hour and i'm booking in again hahaha i suffered through de 9 days in camp lol to be exact 4 days in camp 5 days in sembawang wharves deployment again. birthday nothing much as usual kana tou pok all thanks to Alan koh lol tie my boot lace to de bed den khai spank me and jerrald kanaji till song song nb si bai ka ... finish reading new moon and tuesday with morrie gonna start my eclipse today le. tuesday night book out went to meet fai as need to settle this and that after tat ah tuk came den go eat at balestier liao tio scam to icon bar hahaha so damn long never go thai disco liao find it getting more and more boring. went back at 2+ den donno why cannot sleep! lol den bo bian maple all the way till morning. woke yong de at 10 den go bath liao went to boon keng mrt meet stephanie and ham bao. train down to harbour front den went to eat de chicken rice store beside food court. after tat went to take cable car. reach sentosa le den went siloso to de underwater world haha not much changes. after tat went to dolphin lagoon. find it quite amazing wonder how they communicate with dolphins lol thought only dog will be so obedient. after dolphin liao went to de theatre for de 3d thing one lol shake here shake der till i seh seh! den end of sentosa tour haha till now haven't went to de butterfly and insect kingdom before. when we where heading back to de cable car place it started to drizzle abit. guess de weather not playing its part lol before tat was so damn hot till i nearly peng san lo. went back vivo ler went to eat at marche. till now i only like the potato thingy with sausage one. de chicken fillet & steak donno why still suck for some reason hahaha! after tat went to parkway as yong de need to close store thanks to my lazy mum lol. went to pool when we reach der den after tat went home as he need to put tat gay bag at home 1st. steph give me a pressy when i was at home while ham bao gave yong de ... thanks alot (= think i won't be using it ba hahaha! after yong de & me bath liao went over to leisure park. so long never go there lo still remember when i was still in my pri sch my mum & aunt always bring me der de when we still live in tanjong rhu. more than 10 years liao. went kbox sing & drink lol ah siao open 1 bottle. the chivas taste damn bad. wonder how long they keep it already lo de taste already change liao le & i shiver through the whole 4 hours! so damn cold lol. after tat we went back home le as it was already 3am liao. 1st time go out for whole day man haha i mean like everything went on smoothly according to plan. only thing we missed out is movie. thanks for the day girls! wonder when will we be meeting up again le. it's a really memorable day, to me. though its supposedly a belated birthday celebration but i took it as an advance valentine's too hahaha 2 in 1 lol. thanks for everything steph & ham bao! arigato kozaimaz!

Birthday & Valentine BURN

so fast sunday le tonight booking in again. haix i'm now totally no mood for army liao. last week book in for only 1 day yet so much things happen. friday afternoon when booking out de time our Pc sir ask us to stay back for awhile cos de deployment shift is out. so we stayed and waited for him to tell us which shift he slot us (hq) section in. great he plan it way too godly. i informed him LAST YEAR december tat my birthday is on de 6th of feb he say ok i will remember de. now he wan guai lan wif me put me last shift book out which means its on de tuesday so it means both my birthday and valentine day are gone. GG. well done sir darren i swear to god if u ever let me see you outside i will confirm treat you 1x good 1. after he told us about our shift he ASK if we have anything clash up with de shift system so tat he can switch for us so i went towards him and say: sir next week fri .. Sir: oh ya your birthday huh? i was like wtf? i kept quiet for sometimes den i say i last year dec told you already? you forgotten? den here comes de LAME EXCUSE from a FUCKING 2ND LIEUTENENT: oh sorry but the shift system i already show CO & OC already i cannot do anything. i kept his mouth shut wif a single ENOUGH! no need for de explanation don crap wif me. i knew i was going to lose control anytime his been like this since he take over our platoon and its like 9 freaking months? phew lucky his going to ord this month if not i sure tio aim jialat jialat one. de new pcs more jialat SIBEI LAO LAN. think 1 bar on their shoulder they can do this do that. come on man u guys are just around de same age with us. we are not DOGS. 10 freaking months left in army. how am i going to survive? some of us thought of some stupid way of keng-ing mc lol. we thought of breaking our legs, ankle or depression all those lol but we all scared we over keng LOL. later reallyleg break liao den like tat suffer for life time how? haha i slot that in my last resort if things really get worst in army =D see me in my cast leg and guai zhang real soon haha. friday night went out with Xi keng Steph and my bro to cini watch Bride war. it was a last minute one though. after de movie went home ler as Steph feels giddy cos she never take MEDICINE. dumb dumb sick liao never take medicine how to recover lo. after she went home le i go back liao. suddenly mood swing its been so LONG lo suddenly no mood do this do tat one damn shag. den yesterday after i woke up Wei lun called and ask me go watch Underworld. haha since its not the 1st time being a light bulb for them i tag along lol. after de move Sop suggest go Swenson eat so i ordered my all time fave baked rice. joke lol when i ordering tat time i was buzy looking at my hp den when de guy serving us ask for our order i just simply replied gimme chicken rice or something like tat den everyone started laughing lo hahaha. after we finish eating i wanted to order my fav sticky choco but they say they order for me already lol end up serve de donno wad happy birthday ice cream LOL damn paiseh still at there light up de candle heng they never sing haha afterall i'm still a shy boy <---
after eating went Suntec tower 2&3 walk abit den went to parklane. they say want go der dota en up go maple lol Sopiang so heng lo 1st gacha tio 4WA pink cape ler damn it haha. they left at around 12+ den edmond bee edwin they all came. went to eat western as CC AMedwin & Siong claim tat de western food der damn nice. its behind parklane at de NAFA campus 2 tat side one. end up eating BAKED rice again lol. not bad afterall. went back to parklane de ex-E2MAX there dota & maple. nothing to do just sat down there listening to songs and search forums to past time. sad tonight booking in next book out will be 10th feb. GG i'm getting pawned too badly this time round. alright time to take a nap lol going 8am ler. blog again next book out if got time.
imy

Owned

well chinese new year celebration is over. its been 2 weeks lol i mc here and der so long never book in le haha tonight will be a nightmare to me i guess. its really hard to adapt back de army life need to stay in for so damn long. yesterday say QY maple online den chat chat wif him end up buy from him his 132 bishop account haha OWNAGE lol. maple give me back my youth i once had lol. chu er went to ktv wif parent in de night lol its really unexpected for her to turn up =) drink till like donno wad my small little ah bee knock out den went home 1st. ah fai and me ki siao awhile end up he vomit inside de room hahaha cos my dad jio him drink wad a nub lol. haha i went to de toilet dig my troat till i can touch it LOL vomit out everything. that's de only way to help myself from being knock out. hmm playing maple again donno why this few days mood like very weird de. should i heed aunt chris advice? i guess if i did'nt i will also have it this way haha. i know this time its really a big risk its like betting my whole life on de gambling table lol better den de 20k i've wasted in my whole life giving bookie haha. but whatever the outcome is i will stay strong =D my ultimate goal this year QUIT BETTING QUIT SMOKING QUIT DRINKING st & be a good boy. alright 2 more hours and i've to attend de damn last parade ler haha tml BOOK out lo yeahh blog again ba tata~

17th Jan '09

just finish watching Hanbun no Tsuki ga Noboru Sora. damn nice & touching worth watching. its a short 6 episode anime so if you guys have the time to spare why not? haha 15 more minutes and i'm going back to camp again lol got to book in for guard duty tomorrow shift. sad =( will book out on monday den tuesday book in again lol heng next week thursday CNY celebration in camp eat steamboat den after tat night time book out ler. book out now adays oso sian nothing much to do lo yst went parklane wif wei cong they all played dota for de whole night. after they leave fred fai & me went over to esc to continue our dota marathon lol. leave at 7 den went home le. knock out all de way till 5 den wake up. saw Qing yu blog & that's how i ended up watching
Hanbun no Tsuki ga Noboru Sora. the translationg for it is looking up at the half moon if i'm not wrong. just finish watching only took me about 3 hours. yawn monday book out think go shop for my psp, watch, pants & T-shirt ba. 4 more months to clear my debt =D its faster den i expect. well time for me to go le. blog again when i book out. later

thank's dad

did'nt expect my dad will really get gucci wallet for me =D =D =D now can only change my phone in mid year already since my contract is ending soon wahaha. its a black colour one though i wanted a brown one. every year also like tat for example last year i wanted a red fone but it ended up a black one. well who cares haha as long as i get what i want. just book out today woot next tuesday then book in what a long holiday. tuesday nights off for us but damn i did'nt manage to go out because of my 38degree fever. joke. go medical centre & de Mo give me 3 days att B wtf! i thought confirm att C den can pack bag go home le. sad. lol make me stay in company line alone asshole. that's all for now ba go bath den later meet fai see mmmy ball rolling status woot. hope they lose =) thanks dad for the b'day present

New year. New start

nothing to do so went my blogger edit this and that. by the way i never delete my old post just somehow keep it from pubs. its for my own reference okay haha. well saw de draft (you) saved in my draft. did'nt saw it till now what a dumb nub i am. i'm sorry . afterall i was de one who mess it up all screw it up FUCK it up! its kinda hard for me to get over you. whatever it is it's over now. Sunday again gonna book in by 2200. Chinese new year coming kinda happy and sad. don't know why. i'm so stressed up now. hope everything will get better this year. i MUST quit drinking & smoking by this year. it's my ultimate resolution for this new year. save up. clear my debt get my Gucci stuff wahahaha. next month changing hp gonna surf de net and check out which phone is best for me. blog again when i'm free.