18 Feb '09

yesterday went out with steph & ham bao again but this time xiang teck heng and jas tag along. went to catch a movie at 6.30 lol end at 9.30 quite a long show but to me i think its worth it ba though abit draggy. the show is called benjamin button. i don't like the ending as i'm de kind of person who prefers happy ending. went home took half a bottle of it to numb myself. its been so long. sorry guys yesterday was so lost i'm being own by my emotions and feeling. if i know it will be like this i will take a bottle before i meet up. same drowziness and i'm like being stuck in a genjutsu lol. after tat ko liao all de way le. sorry ah phiang yesterday was suppose to meet u for supper de =l today booking in le. btw my m1 line people call till 300+ now wan me 'eat dead cat' ci si mao. dumb that person is really dumb i can't believe it. i called m1 to send me the list of dial number le. later go back be jin tian yi liao. hope can find out soon if not need to pay around $400 like tat. recently found tat i made alot of changes lol usually lazy but i've been spending those precious time gyming. soccer & casino but i never touch de account for 3 damn months already cos i promise myself not to bet ANYMORE! every book out go drink but now sheldom even go already i've break de 'gong tao' curse le hahaha no more thai disco please! planning to quit smoking in about 1 & half months time. this is the biggest challenge to me. from 3-5 meals a day during deployment but now 1 meal only haha this is the biggest changes i've ever made lol i used to eat what i want but now i'm going all out to shed that 10 kg of oil in me. alot of sacrifices need to be made but this kind of sacrifice is definetly worth it =D sian now alot of runner liao donno wan to chiong casino anot lol need alot of hard cash to do that. soccer now i think got more runner than punters damn joke even wc and jx oso into it now. give me a $100000 turnover and i will quit lo haha these can't go on forever and i'm very sure about it. yawn 2 more hours and i'll be in camp sian think go take my one and only meal for today ba. blog again when book out.

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