Whiner!

recenly i've been thinking too much i guess. my white hair growing more and more. damn i'm just 19. its been so annoying i don't know why. jealousy is pawning me way too much. i should'nt have started it. khun jin jin mai mee kit theung chun mai? so annoying yet funny lol i donno how i shall put it. book out time is so limited. 10 more months to ORD. training schedule is out already damn shag, sad & sian. march got field camp april icsb 32km march, river crossing, platoon attack + defend field camp. Damn the MG shellscrape! May taiwan starlight excercise. damn it so harsh lo i can't even imagine how am i going to complete de 32km. de last 24km nearly took my life already. well screw army life lol. btw sophiang finding buyer for her gucci card holder. its more for female and i forget the price already! oops! its a new design which SG haven't start selling yet so if any of you interested please let me know. i shall get the picture of it and de price from her asap. & thanks ah piang for de 7% haha since she got friend working at dfs i ask her to help me get the bag which i wanted but still it cost a bomb! last week nearly everynight sleep with an empty stomach haha can't belive i'm on diet. now i finally understand why girl goes on diet for so long just for de damn tummy. its sucks to the core! gym 4 times a week now hope to get the body i desire for lol weird thing is that i can only do extra sets only when i'm lonely or sad. next booking can start on my last twilight saga, breaking dawn le so excited haha heard from my fren Bella change into vampy in the beginning ler. alright shall end here lo tml have to wake up early. btw those who understand thai please keep it to yourself! thanks =) good night creeps

i can only be with you, dtae tern fan.