Low Low Low

too much for me this week =) i've been keeping my cool till i blasted it off on fri evening. shag! just came back from guard duty. having flu & cough now lol think even if i take medicine also won't get to any help. been very down recently too much for me to take it. booking in on 10pm tonight. last week overspent too much already. 1 bottle of liqour + $100 lose to edmond + this and that around 500+ somemore on monday something cock up need to fork out money instead of taking money. crap totally. outstanding at least $700 wtf! i think for 1 or 2 more transact i'm out off it already. i want to turn over a new leaf =D quit smoking quit drinking quit gambling quit numbing quit quit quit all the Bad stuff! think my brain is not functioning well at this point. i go get some rest better.